どうでもEDM

主に心が忙しいときに更新されます。

leave it here to recall

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Hi

Yesterday, I took official English test, so my motivation is a little declining and I need to think again purpose of my study.

Additionally, I am emotional from Friday because my friend left here. I respect her, I everyday looked forward to see and talk with her.

That’s why, I was like feeling of loss and I want to leave this feeling including respect to her in deep place of my mind. So, I will leave it here to be able to recall her when she goes somewhere from my memories. I like her character, feelings and atmosphere. She has deep interest for various things, for example culture, communication, food and so on. We talked about difference of culture, language and food, and she always have her unique ideas and knowledge related with these, so conversation is every time interesting also funny for me. When she saw me in school, she every time waved hand with lovely smile and calling my name. I received energy from her behavior, I always looked for chance to talk with her during she stay here. Something that she gives me is my treasure kind of divine and precious. Now, being able to talk with her more enjoyable and fluently is my new purpose to study English. I want to see her with having proud of myself again. Maybe, my feeling is close to something about love, but it is strange because term of spending together was only one month, which is not enough to know someone to love. But I feel like broken heart.

I appreciate her profoundly for talking with me and giving these feelings.

 

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